Saturday, November 29, 2008

Si Papa at si Kuya

Sana nga matuloy na si papa sa Saudi. Pero how I wish na next year na lang yun para dito sa Philippines sya mag- celebrate ng Christmas with us. And I hope na pag andun na sya walang masamang mangyari sa kanya.

Si kuya michael naman, I hope na maka-graduate sya sa Philippine National Police Academy para may brother na akong Police Inspector. Haha.

I wish all the best for my family. And you know what? Pag okay na lahat sila, I mean, pag stable na ang status naming magkakapatid, I'm telling you, pwede na 'ko mamatay. Hahaha. Emo. Yuck. But I mean it. Ang drama ng lola nyo.

And to my grandma and grandpa (father side), I wish you a longer, healthy and fruitful life.
To my Nanay Son, I will always pray for you, I promise. I want you to know how much I care for you. I suppose you're reading my blog today way up there. Haha. Just kidding.

And to the UST Library, sana wag nyo muna ipahiram yung A Walk to Remember ni Nicholas Sparks and Doomsday Conspiracy ni Sidney Sheldon. Whaaaa. I wanna read them!

If the Feeling is Gone

This week has been very busy para sa 'ken kase ginawa ko yung papers sa Com- Ach Achievers Cup. Well, naubos ang pera ko kase hindi naman ako binibigyan ng fund para magawa yun. Kaya naman medyo galit si mama because kelangan nya magpadala ng allowance every now and then.

But the good thing is tapos na sya. And tomorrow, we will be having a trip to Tarlac because of NSTP- CWTS. Krizzia(my classmate) always tells me she is so excited. Yeah, I think the trip is exciting but surely the activity will be tiresome.

Now, let's talk about my crush. I don't know if may feelings pa ako sa kanya kase kaninang morning, nakasalubong ko sya sa gate ng UST. She was with her friends. Well, 'pag una kong nakita yung barkada nya, it only means one thing: maaamoy ko na sya k'agad. Tapos yun nga ang nangyari; nagkrus ang aming landas and I was there standing, hinihintay silang lumabas ng UST. I was also waiting for that 'spark' pero walang lumabas. I mean I was telling to myself, 'Sige! Kiligin ka na. Andito na sya.' And you know what happened? Hindi ako kinilig. Wala akong na-feel na extraordinary! Gosh! I'm over with her na ba? I hope na hindi pa kase walang mag-i-inspire sa 'ken pag wala na 'kong feelings sa kaya.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Filipino Muna

We had NSTP-CWTS Orientation yesterday sa Med Audi. It's funny kasi I was looking for my crush sa front row tapos hindi ko sya makita. Medyo nainis ako kasi feeling ko, she was avoiding me. Yun pala, di pa sya dumarating nung time na yun. Mejo late na siya dumating, I guess 30 minutes ng late si crush.
The time na makita ko sya, parang I want to go to her and offer her a seat kasi sa stairs lang sya nakaupo nun, tapos may vacant seat dun sa tabi nung classmate ko. Kayalang, as usual, inunahan na naman ng 'hiya', ayun, di ko na nilapitan. Oh, how I wish na alam niya how much I care for her!

Do you want to know how and when I met this girl?
Well, classmate ko sya sa social dance last sem. That time, di ko alam na pareho pala kami ng course, pero one day, nakita ko siya(together with her friends) sa Beato Angelico Bldg. Ang happy happy ko nun. Hahaha.
Medyo ina-admire ko sya kasi magaling sya mag-social dance. Sobrang galing pare! Actually, sya nga yung kinukuhang partner ni sir(P.E. instructor namin) dati. Tapos, when she started dancing, silhouette na ang ibang tao at kami na lang dalawa ang 'colored'; sa 'min lang dalawa nakatutok ang spotlight. And after that, iba na naging feeling ko sa kanya. Me and my friends used to call her 'idol'.

At hindi pa dyan natatapos ang story. Dahil nga crush ko sya, I tried everything para makita ko sya everyday kasi malapit na matapos yung sem so it meant death and darkness to me. Oh, poor me! Para malaman ko yung section nya, I asked one of her friends para malaman ko schedule nya. I think pwede na 'ko maging detective.

And now, I'm trying to forget her but obviously,HINDI KO KAYA. Pa'no ko ba naman kasi sya makakalimutan eh alam ko sched nya pati ung P.E. section nya? Not only that, no matter how I try na i-forget yung sched nya, di ko rin kaya kasi nagre-reverberate sa utak ko ung room nya sa ganitong day, sa ganitong time. Kawawa naman ako.
So far, wala pa 'kong nakikita na pwedeng i-replace sa kanya. Kasi pag may nakikita ako, magiging crush ko lang yun for few hours tapos balik ulit kay 'idol'.

Sana, malaman nya na crush ko sya. And if ever na alam na nya, I wish na she won't avoid me. Dahil pag iniwasan nya 'ko, that could be the end of the world to me!!!(I'm gonna cry na)

And back to the orientation, I got near to her nang hindi ko namammalayan. Since na-late nga sya, nakalimutan nya mag-register sa table sa labas ng auditorium. At pagkalabas ng Med Bldg, I was still looking for her(ang kulet ko 'no?) na parang guy na iniwan ng girlfriend nya. And luckily, nakita ko sya sa KFC kasama yung girl friends nya. I tried na lumapit sa kanya. How? I acted na bibili ako ng food sa KFC(addict talaga!). Kayalang, lumabas din ako kasi hindi ko naman kakainin yung food if bumili ako.

Ganyan ako ka-addict sa crush ko! And if you're asking me kung ano ang name nya? Her name is Farah Cristine Ortiz! O ayan, obvious na. Pag di pa nya alam, ewan ko lang.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Once Again

Yesterday, I finished reading 'Tell Me Your Dreams' by Sidney Sheldon. It's quite interesting because the main character,Ashley Patterson, have the so-called 'Multiple Personality Disorder', a.k.a MPD and she doesn't know about it.

Ashley was linked to three horrifying murders- three guys that were stabbed to death and castrated. Her alters were Toni Prescott and Alette Peters, born in London and Rome, respectively. These two were born out of hatred and fear because when she(Ashley) was young, her own father molested her. He came to her bedroom almost every night and ask her to 'make love' to him(such a horrible monster)! And because of trauma, Ashley had an amnesia and forgot the things her dad did to her.

When they went to London, Ashley was six then, Toni was born(out of hatred). She liked singing and playing the piano but her mother hated her way of singing. After two years, they moved to Rome and Alette was born. This girl loved to paint. She loved everything Rome has: museum, paintings, sculptures and others.

To make it short, Ashley was convicted guilty of first degree murder but her lawyer somehow managed to record how aggresive and rude the dominating alter,Toni, was. Toni was actually the one who committed those horrifying murders not Ashley. She did it when the guys start to make love to her.When they had sex, Toni remembered the dirty things her father .

Even though the verdict was already given by the jury, Judge Williams, upon watching the video, decided to send Ashley a psychiatric hospital to treat her MPD. There she finally met her alters, Toni and Alette. The doctors at the start found it difficult to commnunicate with her alters especially Toni. But then, eventually those two accepted to 'unite' with Ashley and they become one.

Friday, November 21, 2008

Nothing

Nothing extraordinary happened today. I just got a busy schedule because of my duty as the head of Sports Committee. So it's 6:35 in the evening and I'm still here in the library-Internet Room typing another story.
I have nothing to report actually. I just want to say this day is quite boring because I'm not able to see my 'inspiration' since they have no class every Friday.

Maybe I should go to Pampam and read a very exciting manga entitled Battle Royale tomorrow. The story and scene were kinda creepy but it's interesting. It shows the era of dictatorship. There is a certain gameshow 'The Programme'(is the spelling correct?) with many viewers wherein the students from a school are forced to join it(i.e.,a school is chosen randomly) . The gameshow is all about survival of the fittest and they are obliged to kill they're schoolmates(if I'm not mistaken) because of certain reasons(which I forgot). And, take note of this, the said gameshow is the government's stupid idea. It's very, very inhumane! The dictator is some kind of Hitler and/or Nero.


Well, that's for tonight.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

ComAch Meeting

I knew it!

When Kuya Mark(a friend of mine) calls for a meeting, it means a busy schedule awaits. Well, he's the president of the best organization in the entire University of Santo Tomas- Community Achievers Association by the way.
We had a meeting a while ago and it seemed like my time and schedule was going to explode.
I honestly don't know where and how to start but I have plans already. I admit I hate paper works, I mean making letter of proposal, programme, rules & mechanics for the upcoming Sportsfest in UST. But I've got no choice, I'm the one in-charge of preparing those documents since I'm the head of Sports Committee(actually 'one of the heads').
What makes my head ache is that the said task will add up to my academic projects and homework(kinda difficult).

I should get it started by tomorrow.

*If there are any wrong grammar, I express my sincerest apology.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Sidney Sheldon

So, how should I start this piece of crap?

I began reading Sheldon's novels when I was in fourth year highschool and I was amazed how this person relates an event to another. Among his novels, I first read his 'Morning, Noon and Night'(4th yr highschool) and I found it good,really good. It feels like you couldn't afford to rest, eat, sleep or take a break because you didn't want to miss the 'momentum'.

But now, I couldn't remember every detail and the name of the characters of the story cause it's years ago(haha, poor me). But as far as I can remember, it tackles about homosexuality, money, power, prestige and the like.

And last Monday, I finished reading 'Master of the Game' but it's not as 'beautiful' as the first book that I read. Still, it was compelling to read. It's about vengeance, power, wealth and (of course) sex.
What irritates me is that it contains a lot of 'sexual events' which are very descriptive so I can't help but imagine(that's gross!)! Well, most novels are like that.

Even if Sheldon writes story that can wash your brain and influence you to an evil life, he's still able to show this: 'With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.'(an excerpt from Desiderata)

And back to the library, 5th floor, humanities section, on my lap lies another Sheldon's book 'Tell Me Your Dreams'- about three beautiful young women accused of committing series of horrifying murders. I should finish reading it before heavier tasks 'explode' right in front of me!

*If there are any wrong grammar, accept my sincerest apology.

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